New Hate




I hate you now.
I should be reading this from a stage,
stairing down at you.

Contempt and high above you,
because I hate you,
I really and truly hate you.

It's because I loved you,
I don't care what you say,
or the bullshit you spew from your mouth.

I loved you,
and I knew you,
as well as a wretch like I could know you.

You made me a wretch and blamed it on me,
and I loved you completely,
and I couldn't tell the difference between us anymore.

And now I hate you,
I hate you more then I've ever hated before,
I hate you more completely then I ever thought I could,
because I hate myself too.