Claw Myself Up




When I get this feeling in my soul,
I just want to reach inside and tear it out,
Rip it all and throw it down,
Start all over again,
Claw my self and all I am,
Claw it all up to shreads,
Rend it to pieces and just give in,
Stop the feeling,
All of it,
The Smiling and the Frowning,
The Laughing and the Crying,
I'd rip it all apart,
I'd Claw Myself Up,
Start it all a second time,
Be someone new,
With no mistakes,
So I just write a few dozen lines,
and put it on the net,
Tear out my soul,
and put it to word,
for everyone to see.