Now I know you
You're that bitch
Who's been spreading rumors
About me around school
Right?
Well don't worry bitch
I know where I stand.
I know what you want
Don't I?
You wanna see me bleed?
Wanna see my cry
Have a nervous break down
Right in front of your eyes
For all the world to see
The glory coming from me
To make you seem
So much better than me?
You want control
And you want guys
I know what you want!
You want to be right
Here's what you wanna hear
Right?
I'm lesbian?
I'm stupid?
I'm tall and dumb?
You're smarter than me
You want to see my greed
You want to humiliate me
Make me fall
Make me bow
Make me crawl
Up to you for help
Like I'll ever need it from you
Know what I want stupid bitch?
I want your head in my hand
Your body at my feet
Your arm wrapped around my throat lifelessly
Because I've got yours
Permanently
And whatever you say
Will all go away
One swift slice
Through your neck
And in one swift move
With a knife
I'll have taken all that
Stupid life
Out of you!
I'll be so happy
I'll go insane
And all I want from life
"Is to admit you're gay?"
No I'm not
AND I DON'T HAVE TO CONTEND!
I DON'T NEED YOU BITCH
And all your crap
Giving me that shit
That rap about my stupidity
Me, a lesbian?
I can't get over it
What's up with that bitch?
I would shut up if I were you
Before that head is in my lap
And that damned heart is under wraps
In a morgue
In a hospital
In a city
And far away from me
Know what bitch?
It wouldn't make me feel guilty
Not sad
I'll laugh my ass off
I'd go mad!!
Or not
I'd be happy
For once in my life
I got some stupid bitch
Out of my sight
And you'd be gone
I'd kick your stupid head
You'd be gone
I don't have to contend
With that bull shit
You can't ruin my life
Not like Taylor did
Oh, Taylor!
Let me go on!
You ruined my life bitch!
You were wrong though!
I was right!
LOOK WHERE I AM NOW
I'M TOTALLY HAPPY
TOTALLY COOL!
I DON'T NEED YOU!
I NEVER DID!
And Chrissie, Katrina and Theresa
Best friends forever
Remember?
But we slipped apart
Theresa's a stuck up bitch
Chrissie's a fat slut
And Katrina…
You were my best friend
'Til the end?
Nope!
BUT LOOK WHERE I'M AT NOW!
Flora! Flora you bitch!
I hate your guts
I want them plastered to my wall!
I want your head mounted above my door!
You fucking whore!
I want you dead!
You're a bitch
A stupid bitch!
Flora's a slut
She doesn't deserve the waste
Of paper and ink
Then I came here
A public school
I want to be a kid again
I don't want to be cool
Or hip or pop
I don't have to be a part of a clique!
I can be myself
I could
Now what am I?
A teenager?!
What a fucking lie.
Teenagers are supposed to be mature
But instead they're jealous
They're supposed to be nice and all get along
But it's not what's happening
And if I was a kid again
What would I do?
Would my mom not be so impatient or loud?
Would she listen to me for once in my life?
Could I speak my mind?
Or say something at all
And not be interrupted?
No
But I wouldn't know
I'd be a child
I could cry
The way I do
To get attention
And my dad wouldn't call me a baby
And I could say, "I love you"
And maybe mean it
And my mom wouldn't be mad
Anymore
And I could have fun
Playing with toys and Barbies
And no one would bug me
I'd be alone
I could be a kid again
With out some stupid bitch
Always on my case
Yelling and bitching in my face
And I could close my eyes
And never wake-up
And that thought… would be scary
Instead of a dream
Something I wish were reality
I know when I'm done writing this
I won't be able to read what I said
But it feels good now
To get it off my chest
I don't wanna grow-up
I don't wanna know some stupid bitch
I wanna be a kid again
And live life
How it is
I wanna die in my sleep tonight
Never wake-up
Wish no one would cry
And make the phrase "see you tomorrow"
A lie
I don't like that stupid bitch in my P.E. class
And I don't like my life
This is my hell
And I want out
Let me die
Please, God, let me go
I want to leave with no sorrow behind
This is my dream
Die in my sleep
Be a kid
I don't want to grow up
If stupid bitch is what it is
Let me leave
And don't make them cry
Let my friends forget
I was ever alive
